Bubble

Size 10

Ok i reckon that's enough updates on my daughter..so how's the mother doing?? Well, the mother is still anguishing about her loss or rather GAIN of figure...It's so demoralising to see how huge my new clothes look like...bye bye petite clothes.

Actually i'm a mix bag of anticipation, nerves & sadness to resume work. Nervous cos i would have to work extra hard to catch up on work, with the many changes since Jan and tho the occasional updates through colleagues & news on TV & papers helps... Sad cos i'm leaving my baby at home with my mum....and felt i'm losing a part of her that i'll never get it back. She now responds to my voice & face with her smile so wide each time she sees me, i don't want to lose that connection with her. I want to be there when she made a new sound, explore new worlds, have her first roll/flip/crawl/step/fall.

Well, i constantly tell myself that lifestyle changes with generations...no longer are we able to be like my mum's generation, a full-time housewife who devotes her entire life to family and now, taking care of her granddaughter.

Lil JY, wait for me to come back before you launch into your new milestones ok?

posted by Ling @ 9:06 pm