Bubble

time to let it out

Actually i wanted to meet up with my friends and announce like a happy bride-to-be (while clapsing my hands with batting eyelids) "I am Getting Married!'...somehow that doesn't gel very well with me..i scratched my head & debated whether should i just call and tell 'eh, i'm getting married leh...', sound so weird too...THEN i considered doing it over MSN or blog about it..but no la, no go too. In the end, i kept quiet for 2 weeks, didn't meet up with anyone over dinner becos of the piling workload. Even the bing-bling on my hand was undiscovered (only 1 colleague noticed, other s discovered it much later cos i was too conscious of it was sometimes was hiding it!! i dunno, look so strange on my hand)

Firstly i stubbornly refused to do any preparation because WJ hasn't proposed..Like some pple might say, i was dying to get married.........i was rather upset of the 'long drought' of inactivity of actions because i dun see a good reason of the procrastination....Now, i am not that excited & enthusiastic like i tink i should be.

Now, i full of bitter water...why? The date : 2 June to change my marital status. well...1.5mths away, tell me who in the world prepared to be ROM in such a short time?!? (except for those shotguns wedding...which again...was also one of the questions i got from my friends) ok, nevermind still have time rite? start now. but wait a minute..look at my bloody schedule!
(AND i have warn him earlier that i hv my volunteer project that will take a chunk of my time, so better let me know earlier so can spread out my time well.)
My work takes me till 7-8pm at night 4 out of 5 days a week & WJ cannot come out of camp. so weekdays' plannings are out. only left 6 precious weekends left...

21-22 apr : OUT! cos i m going on a recce trip to Ho Chi Minh from 19 - 22 in prep for the actual one
28-29 apr: HALF OUT! 28 - Rakan Raleigh Rockclimbing session. 29 evening - Tery Mun's wedding
ONLY available weekend 5 - 6 may
12-13 may: HALF OUT! 12 - MDMW Awards & Rakan Raleigh Kayaking Session
19-20 may: OUT! Actual Trip to Ho Chi Minh from 16 - 20 may.
26-27 may: HALF OUT! 26 - May Kayaking session.
2 June : ROM ( i have a 2 days camp scheduled during that weekend)

Where got pple get married among this kind of schedule wan? i can see my spa/manicure/pedicure/nice glowing skin kissing me goodbye & flying away. hopefully i wun be a sunburnt, grouchy & tired-looking bride....

sometimes when i get a little time to plan the wedding, i was quite light hearted,happy & cheerful. But whenever i was reminded of the short schedule i have, my mood will just change drastically & i will just sulked...ARRRRRRRRRRRRRR

posted by Ling @ 11:45 pm